Shah- Gotta give you props on all the studying women like a set of architectural blueprints, problem is that shit will fuk your head up.
You have to take off the "engineering" hat for real life. Stop learning, stop studying and just fukin wing it.
When was the last time you went to a bar got shit faced and 3 eye turtled a random chick?
In all seriousness... Have you even tried sucking a dick? You never know... you might actually like it. It sounds to me like you might need a big bear to come along and take care of you.
